She hasn’t been feeling well, tired, coughing. Her doctor gave her an antibiotic thinking she might be getting pneumonia. She coughed during the night a few times, but not enough to wake her up. Funny how just 2 nights ago she was up moving around when I got there again, active, yet then she will be really tired, ready for bed by 8:30.
I know I've said this before, but there are days it’s hard knowing I have to leave, especially
when my oldest is home. There is
so much sacrifice made by the family members, I cannot even begin to imagine.
For my family and me it’s just me not being home at night. Sometimes I see the faces of my
daughters’ when they know I have to leave, my youngest will be going to bed and
say she doesn’t want me to go; my oldest is silent, but her face says it
too. My husband and son don’t say
much, must be a guy thing :) . I have told my youngest that it won’t be much longer, while
I don’t really know when, I sense my time is almost finished, for whatever reason.
What do people do that can’t afford help at home, or cant
afford a facility? Something needs
to change…
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